chaos on the sales floor - or online site

today was the start of an employee handbag sale (a famous brand who's designer just entered into rehab and who i formerly criticized for scrawling his name all over his bags) which created a frenzy . frenzy among all the women who work here who want one of these coveted bags, and a frenzy among my indecisive friends who could not decide what they wanted.

i realized today that a.) i have a sort temper when it comes to indecisive, b.) i try hard to always please other people, and c.) not to mention internal sales again. it really is too difficult to shop for other people. maybe it's because i'm not on the anti-depressents that my emotional state is a little fragile. i feel like i'm more quicked tempered than i was just months ago.

time to start taking yoga. or tai chi. i'm chinese, tai chi make more sense eh?