new shit, new you

i'm on a new kick. changing me. yes that's right bitches you heard me. i'm tired of being my old self. well parts of my old self. i've started back training hard in the gym. got back onto supplements and protein to help me pace myself and literally kill me ( with limbs hanging over the place). i'm hoping i don't get too big like i have in the past packed with muscle. it's kind of gross. i'm trying to go for the lean look. so far i haven't been eating like a pig. that's good right. i've also made a few little cosmetic changes to the exterior and if you can figure out what i did, more power to you.

check back in a couple weeks on my progress.

-lotus